Sorry

I’ve got a personal struggle, a struggle of every day, a struggle with myself. In any situation, I try to be as sociable as possible. I want to make everybody happy but it is not easy every day. When you begin something, often, you make many errors. But it’s normal, a mistake is like a little lesson, we learn from them.

Sometimes, I make choices, and my acquaintances  don’t  understand me. For example, If I got just one euro, I need to take the bus, but my friend wants a can, I will buy it for him and go back home on foot. I want to make everybody happy to be happy myself. If you have a good relation with someone, you feel good when you are with her, It is what I search. And it is working for me, I feel good with all my family circle. I made this choice a few months ago, I made a mistake, I destroyed my relation with someone I loved very much, and I regret it still today. I don’t want to relive this.